Why are moms so hesitant to view their male partners as full, competent parents? #Identity#Offbeat Papas#grown ups#martyrdom#pregnancy#relationships#starred#twins April 9 | Guest post by Lyla Cicero By: www.GlynLowe.com – CC BY 2.0 The first time it happened, I was at a Mothers of Multiples Club welcome brunch. My fantasy was that my terror of the impending birth of my twins would dissipate as soon as I met the wise kindred spirits who would be guiding me through the transition to multiple-motherhood. Much to my surprise, however, brunch soon descended into a partner-bashing session, replete with the kind of ominous warnings I would receive over and over during my pregnancy. "Make sure you leave the house when they're a few months old. I waited three years to leave my kids alone with my husband, and now he refuses to babysit," one mom insisted. My initial response was confusion. I was planning to leave the house the first week. I had written my doctoral dissertation on equally shared parenting for frig's sake! Caught totally off guard, I responded, "That's not going to be a problem for me." Several of the women chuckled sweetly, shooting me the pitying "you'll see" glance I would receive time and time again. What was this strange land I was entering? These were smart, accomplished moms — some working, some stay-at-home — all of whom swore that when kids came into the picture, roles changed overnight. Were the brilliant, creative, feminist women I'd known in college really now accepting such arrangements? My twin terror was quickly compounded by the fear of losing the egalitarian marriage I so valued. Related Post A surprise pregnancy, understanding boyfriend, and a new family Aiden will know that my boyfriend is not his biological father. He will also know how much more this means to his mommy: he's not... Read more Well, fourteen months into motherhood my marriage is as egalitarian as ever. However, the "our husbands suck and don't do anything" motif turned out to be rampant at the mommy meet-ups and play-dates that were supposed to help maintain my sanity during the first year with infant twins. Now don't get me wrong, my husband can be an ass. Then again, so can I! But the truth is — (hushed whisper) I like my husband. He is a fantastic husband. No one has the perfect marriage, but it was the gendered aspects of the husband-bashing which eluded me most — husbands not "helping" around the house, never "watching the kids," oblivious to routines and childcare tasks. Despite my relief that my own marriage hadn't followed this path, my own parenting experience felt utterly erased during these conversations. I would feel like a total asshole if I sat there repeating, "My husband does do that," and adding obnoxiously, "My husband cleans more than I do." So instead I just passed, keeping my identity practicing equally shared parenting hidden. I was also a queer mom passing as straight at these gatherings, but amazingly, stating, "My husband taught me how to swaddle," or "Sometimes Seth is more comfortable with our kids than I am," felt more threatening than announcing I was queer. When I really examined my fear, I realized it felt like I would be "coming out" as a bad mom. Had we somehow gotten the message that fairness and equality were okay for us to enjoy in our marriages but to be good mothers, we had to be the ones drastically rearranging our lives to make room for children? If my husband was parenting as well as me, must I not be parenting well at all? I desperately want to be accepted by my peers. After all, this mothering thing is hard, and I am going to need them. Then again, am I really even there if I just hide out at playgroups, nod and pass, not only as straight — but as June Cleaver? And the truth is husband-bashing isn't the kind of support that I need anyway. What about adult stimulation? What about moms who can talk politics, who are activists? What about discussing how the hell we are going to give our kids the space to explore flexible gender identities and orientations toward love and sex while media and culture steer them onto narrow, limiting paths? What about the massive, profound transition that is becoming a mother? Let's talk about the guilt, the ecstasy, the terror, trying to find balance, trying to hold on to ourselves! Some moms I've met seem so burdened with the lion's share of childcare that they've had to lose the rest of themselves to manage it. Is this the culturally-accepted ideal of motherhood? No selves allowed? "Daddy is not my babysitter" tshirt available here I'm still trying to work out why my husband and I never walked through that time warp back to the 1950s that all those couples who "swore it wouldn't happen to them" walked through. I ask myself if these women complaining about their male partners' traditional responses to parenting were themselves willing to be flexible in their own gender roles. As long as we have the attitude that we can do it better, men probably won't step up, because what man enjoys feeling incompetent? That mom who didn't leave the children with her husband for three years obviously didn't see him as a competent caretaker, but now seems bitter that he's not one. We have to believe men can care for children and manage homes, just as we believe we can run companies and nations, rather than expect them to "help" while we maintain control over the private domain. How would we react to that kind of attitude toward our work in the public sphere? Imagine men expecting to supervise and micromanage our works as CEOs? So why are moms so hesitant to view their male partners as full, competent parents? Is it just that hard to picture? I don't think so. I think it's because deep down there is a part of us that believes if we demand equal parenting, if we demand holding onto ourselves — as our husbands do when children come into the picture — then we are not good mothers. I can understand this fear. When I really sit and think about it, I have it, too. When I work, when I take time to write, when I keep up with friends, go out with other adults, and spend time fantasizing about things I'm passionate about, there is always this little nagging feeling that a "good mom" would have let go of these things. I've held onto my egalitarian marriage and my sense of self, but I haven't managed to not beat myself up about it. So my husband has all the parenting skills and responsibility I do, but I still look at him and he seems unburdened, free of the guilt and self-doubt that plagues me. But no more: if he can be a full person and also believe he is a good parent, I can be out and proud as an egalitarian mother. Reporter Name * Reporter Email * Original text Enter the original text here. Edited text* Enter your suggested copyedit here. Notes You can add a note for the editor here. * Required information. Fix Typo Guest post written by Lyla Cicero Lyla Cicero has a doctorate in clinical psychology, with clinical interests in relationships, sexual minorities, and sex therapy. Lyla is feminist, LGBTQIAPK-affirmative, sex-positive blogger at Undercoverinthesuburbs.com, where she focuses on expanding notions of identity beyond cultural limitations in the areas of gender, sexual orientation, motherhood, and sexuality. Follow her on twitter @UndrCvrNSuburbs. http://undercoverinthesuburbs.com PREVIOUS How musical is your home? NEXT This tipi on a raft in a lake in Australia is the most interesting home I've seen this year Show/Hide comments [ 171 ] I think that this was really thoughtful, and this perspective should be put "out there" more. Honestly, not only do we lose as partners and parents when we assume that our husbands are incompetent, our children lose too. They lose a fully involved and invested parent and a role model. And I want to kick the shins of anyone who refers to a father being with his own children as "babysitting." No, it's parenting. No vagina required. 119 agree Jane, that's such an important point. In my dissertation research I found that SO MANY positive aspects of mental health and adjustment were related to father involvement in children's lives. Plus, if father's are not involved it passes on the idea that women the ones who can be nurturing and do childcare, and then the next generation follows the same scripts. 10 agree I also have a horrible reaction towards the use of the term "babysitting" in reference to a father taking care of his children. Do you PAY the father of your children an hourly wage to watch his own kids for a couple of hours in the evening? I doubt it. If I were a father, I would "refuse to babysit" as well. It makes it sound like the fathers have no parenting rights (or responsibilities) at all. 38 agree OH MY GOD, that drives me nuts. My husband called it babysitting, and I refused to let it go — now he says "I'm parenting while Jill is at work". LOL 27 agree Sometimes when I hear a father say that, I will ask ( all wide-eyed and innocent), "Is it called babysitting if you watch your own children?" 23 agree My fiancee and I both refer to it as "babysitting" when one of us is watching our son specifically so the other can go do something fun. But it would be weird to think of him "babysitting" normally. 3 agree That is a great distinction! There's a difference between around the clock normal parenting and one parent doing the other a favor. Maybe when the time comes I will call this "favor-sitting" or something hopefully less lame, haha. 4 agree It doesn't help that the United States Census Bureau considers men watching their children "babysitting." Even when the men report being the child's primary caregiver, i.e. stay-at-home dad. It's insulting to both sexes. 33 agree Are you fucking serious? Who can I write an angry letter to? 39 agree YES! I'm so glad I'm not the only one whose head exploded because that woman said her husband won't "babysit" their children. Um… if you're a parent spending time with your child, that is NOT babysitting. That's parenting. My fiance and I have been going through relationship books pre-marriage, and one of them was talking about an example couple where the wife was upset her husband didn't "help" her do housework. And both my fiance and I just kind at stared at each other blankly… we pretty much always do all our chores and errands together ("Looks like it's time to clean the apartment/go grocery shopping/do laundry!" "Cool, let's do it.") It's baffling. 18 agree I find this a little judge-y. I often refer to either my husband or myself as "babysitting" when one of us can't make it to a social engagement, because it is clear and concise: "Will you be joining us?" "No, I'm babysitting, but Tom will be there." What's to get so upset about? I do have a friend who challanges me on that, but seriously, the baby's crying/nursing/grabbing at the phone. Can I just hang up now? 5 agree Same here. We don't have kiddos yet, but when I've had to stay at home with our dog while my partner was working, I've excused myself from activities by saying I was "babysitting." I think the issue is that no one is likely to say to a man, "Oh, is mom at home babysitting?" 3 agree Because it's parenting. You hire a babysitter. By downgrading a father's role to babysitter, you imply that he's just temporarily caretaking. Instead of fathering (or mothering). My husband finds it very offensive. 34 agree Alyssa said above "My fiancee and I both refer to it as "babysitting" when one of us is watching our son specifically so the other can go do something fun." It's sounds like you are using the same definition as she is. However, I would not call dad watching the kids "babysitting" if I were grocery shopping or cleaning, haha! Words mean multiple things and are used differently by different people. So in some cases, Dad "babysitting" might be devaluing his involvement and in other cases it could just be short hand for "Dad is being awesome and letting me go buy shoes sans kiddos." 1 agrees This idea of women bonding over bashing thier partners like a Tammy Wynette song come to life is as old as the hills, how it's still going on in 2012 is a mystery. It's almost like they're reinforcing to each other that taking nothing to do with the children is a normal way for a man to act, and the additional burden on them is part of those unfair expectations society has of women. I'm guessing that some of them at least might like to hear about a dynamic that wasn't rooted in a bygone era, where both parents parented equally. Maybe they've slipped into that routine but have been fooled into thinking it's normal because the other mothers act like it is. The others probably like it like that and just want a place to complain about it though. 4 agree I feel conflicted about this essay as well as a lot of the comments. First of all, though I agree that in an ideal world, gender stereotypes would exist only in the realm of 1950's sitcoms, the fact remains that most parts of this country are not as progressive as Offbeat Mama. Why does this surprise so many of you, I wonder? Do you not consider yourselves "offbeat"? Perhaps many of you live on the coasts or in big cities, but here in Kansas I know that equal parenting is hardly the norm. I don't blame the mothers who might be complaining or their husbands who might be slacking; if anything, I blame the society that created both of them! Furthermore, on the subject of socialization, the fact is that much of the time, women are socialized to take care of children and men are not. (not ALWAYS but MOSTLY). My husband is a great dad who happily assumes his share of caring for our son, but the fact is, he doesn't have the years of babysitting classes and experience that I have, so he does things like offer our 9-month old strawberries, forget to pack the milk, offer the baby slices of banana from the TIP OF A STEAK KNIFE (yes, really), or leave the bathroom "only for a sec" while the baby's in the tub. So, it is not that I don't trust him so much as I know that loving our son has not AUTOMATICALLY instilled my husband with many of the childcare skills that I learned from playing with dolls as a little girl. So be careful when you bash those moms for responding to their and their husbands' socialization. Maybe you should organize an offbeat mama (papa, whatever) meet-up in your area instead so you won't have to hide or feel awkward with these "onbeat" mamas. 38 agree But – sorry, wouldn't it be nicer if we (as mothers) helped our partners to learn to parent better instead of rolling our eyes and taking the baby away and saying "I can't trust you"? I mean, I don't think that having a uterus means you know how to parent. Everyone learns somehow. I've been a babysitter and nanny, and my husband often asks me for detailed instructions. He wants to learn how to parent our kid. Now he does things just as well as me, even if he does them differently. Would I have put a hat on her for that chilly morning walk? Yes, but did she die? No. Would I have served her pasta for lunch AND dinner? No, but again – not that big of a deal. We have to help them, then give them some space. Even if it's just 20 mins at a time. They have to learn just like we did. 21 agree I don't think I insinuated that taking the baby away or saying, "I can't trust you," is ever okay. Quite the opposite, actually. I have left my son alone with my husband since I was healed enough to walk after the birth. I have been teaching him diapering and swaddling and everything else as we went along, and he is learning well, but he still makes mistakes. I gently tell him how important it is to never leave a young child unattended in the bath (a bit of a bigger deal than wearing a hat on a walk, I think you'll agree), and I trust that it won't happen again because being a great dad is SO important to him. But some men (partners) may not be so willing to take instruction so well. What I don't agree with about this post and the follow-up comments is that so many of them seem to do just what they disparage. That is, bash other people. You all don't know what goes on in these women's houses and what they have or have not tried in order to get their partners to help with the childcare. The poor women are probably sleep-deprived and frustrated. Let them blow off a little steam instead of being so damn high and mighty. Not everyone may be as lucky as you and I in our choice of partners. Also, one more thing: there is always the possibility that "false advertising" is involved. I know that in the case of my husband and I, we discussed how we would do certain things (such as the religious upbringing of our future children) before we even got married or preggo. Strangely, his views on some of those things have changed since the baby became a reality. Does that mean I made a bad choice in husbands? No, it just means that neither of us could foresee how much things can change once you have a kid. 25 agree My husband and I are planning on having kids. I have almost never been around babies in my entire life. My husband has just a little more childcare experience and that's only being around his young cousins at family events. We'll both have to learn this parenting thing mostly from scratch. We should both be able to figure out this parenting gig without years of previous experience. 7 agree Yes, but I make mistakes too. Even with years of experience – my partner does some things better, some worse, same as I. Assuming that one Partner is more equipped is for me a slope towards unequal partnership. I'm willing to accept a few mistakes in support of that. 3 agree I think the problem with husband bashing, when done as a frequent hobby, is that it engenders negativity. It encourages people to only see and talk about the bad stuff husbands do. The fact that Lyla was so hesitant to speak up about the fact that her husband is a good parent and is better than her in some areas shows that. As others have said, EVERYONE makes mistakes, EVERYONE has areas where they will learn. But if all you do is criticise someone for something they don't know, sooner or later they will give up trying. 6 agree I didn't grow up babysitting and am not a mother, so I know my partner and I will both be learning together. But I can see how inequities can arise in relationships when the people entered into them have different backgrounds. And…why can't a 9 month old have strawberries? I have a lot of reading to do over the next couple years… 5 agree "This idea of women bonding over bashing thier partners like a Tammy Wynette song come to life is as old as the hills, how it's still going on in 2012 is a mystery." Indeed. Can you imagine the inverse: a bunch of men sitting around complaining about how their wives didn't earn enough money or weren't attractive anymore? The issue here isn't gender roles (OK, it isn't *only* gender roles). It's respecting your partner enough to bad mouth them behind their back. 20 agree Love this. There are some aspects of parenting and housekeeping that my husband is better at than me. But that's ok, cos there are aspects that I'm better at! We're a team. We work together. I hate what some women seem to put up with, or even facilitate. I just don't understand it! 6 agree Yaaay, I freakin love this essay! We don't have kids quite yet, but I worry sometimes that I'll slip into the role of "default parent" without realizing it, especially growing up in a (very nice!) family where my mom did like 95% of the parenting. It's super scary because there aren't really ways to "prepare" for having kids, but that analogy about a dude micro-managing a woman CEO really struck a chord with me. Thank you so much for showing such a positive example of partnership in parenting. I'm sure that I'll mentally revisit it a lot in the years to come! 6 agree So glad you responded, I'm really happy to be able to say it doesn't have to be like that!!!! My family was extremely traditional growing up, and I am doings things completely differently. Just be sure you have an open dialogue with your partner about it, and make your desires known. I am so flattered that you will be revisiting my piece mentally. Good luck! 2 agree I could have written this article. But now I don't need to, because you said it so well! Thank you. 6 agree Aw, thanks Kate the Great – wish I could join a mommy group with you in it! 1 agrees Your sweet comment led me to go read your blog, and whaddaya know? It's awesome. You don't live in New Jersey by any chance, do you? Cuz that mommy group idea sounds most excellent. WHAT?? I DO live in NJ!! So flattered you read my blog!! Who knows, maybe we live in the same town?? :)Why don't you shoot me at email at firstname.lastname@example.org. I understand where you are coming from, I wish my boyfriend and I had discussed this (or even thought about it) before we had our baby but we didn't. Because it was hard for me to pump enough milk to bottle feed my daughter, my BF has only gotten to do it a handful of times. She isn't really used to a bottle so when he feeds her she doesn't like it, I usually nurse her to sleep so when I leave her with him at night she cries out of want for a nice boob to snuggle up with. When she was a new born I would always be the first one to her and I couldn't stand not comforting her myself. I didn't know that I was setting our relationship up to be so unequal. I didn't know that I was taking his confidence away. I didn't do it on purpose though. Now when I leave her with him I do feel like I'm leaving him to babysit (at night when I have school once a week). She gets upset, cries, rejects bottles, and he gets stressed out and is upset and not very talkative when I get home. I'm trying to backtrack, to renew his confidence, but it's hard, super hard, though we are making progress. It also helps that she is getting older and as she gets older he can relate to her more and more. Reading this article was hard for me, it made me feel a little bit bad about myself. I don't think that was the authors intention though. I feel like I'm in a world where I can't win haha! 11 agree Just because parents share in the parenting, doesn't mean they each do half of everything. My kids never used bottles, so I did all the feeding, but my husband gave almost all the baths. It was his sweet time with the kids. 16 agree It Is difficult not to scoop up baby when they cry and are with Daddy, it really really is, but soooooo neccesary so our partners can establish their bonds and values as parents as well. Now I hate the commiserate Game, it deemphasizes all the beautiful possitive things our babies do and bring to our lives. I was recently at a 'playdate' as much as a one month old can play I guess, and it was a complain athon. I felt guilted because my baby sleeps and I didn't think my husbands idea of parenting was idiotic. My husband works all day and I get to hang out with this incredible little angel all day, so yeah maybe I can read his cues more easily, but how us daddy going to get it if you second guess and criticize and then conversly if you don't allow them the time to do so, you shouldn't complain. Instead of all the comparing and commiserating we should be supportive. 2 agree Yeah, it makes sense that one parent would be better at a certain task than the other, since people are naturally better at different things. Having complementary tasks instead of taking turns seems like it could work for a lot of couples. If you're breastfeeding, it's hard to have a "50-50" split with a newborn, no matter how egalitarian you are. Your partner's contribution may have to be feeding you, or taking care of the house, or something like that. As the baby gets older and can go longer between feedings, and learns to eat solids, it will be easier and things will fall more naturally into place. We signed my husband up for a "mommy-and-me" class with our first baby when he was six months old, and I only went to the first class to take pictures; after that they flew solo and they had a special "thing" that was just theirs that I wasn't involved in. It gave me a break and it gave him a thing that he was the clear expert at. Having that deliberate "thing" helped build confidence in both of us that my husband and son could have their own relationship independent of me, and more natural egalitarian splits of child care developed. My husband still doesn't see spills on the counter, which is maddening. But it's all right, I don't see weeds in the veggie beds. We all have our weaknesses. 9 agree I managed a mostly 50-50 split (okay, maybe 60-40) with our newborn… by doing NOTHING besides breastfeeding. After the first week or two, I realized I was literally spending 12 hours a day breastfeeding, and that meant that diapering, baths, burping, swaying, etc all had to be my husband's job to have us be even close to spending equal time on the baby. It was hard for me to back off that much, and like this article talks about there were a lot of times when I felt like I wasn't being a Good Mother by doing it all myself. But seriously. Breastfeeding literally 12 hours a day. 6 agree This was my experience as the mother of a newborn too: I was The Boobs Of Nourishment, he was The Arms Of Everything Else. 39 agree Ariel, this made me laugh! Thank you for summing it up so succinctly and hilariously. 10 agree Best way to describe this dynamic ever. Hahaha. 1 agrees Marina I feel like our babies were similar. My best friend likes to say she didn't know what my son looked like for the first 3 months because his face was always buried in my chest! Hi Marina, I'm sorry if the piece made you feel bad. It's NEVER too late. Actually in my dissertation research I found that couples became more and more egalitarian over time – it is the hardest to do, the younger the children, and breastfeeding does pose a challenge. I would say try to really empower him to do other tasks that don't require breasts – give him a lot of positive feedback anytime he does them! 3 agree I just wanted to say that I think some of this shifts after weaning (that is not meant as a suggestion that you wean by the way!). For us, at least, there was definitely an unequal phase with our first child and it was largely due to breastfeeding (plus my being home for six months), but once my son weaned, we really shifted back into egalitarian patterns. We are expecting our second child in two months and are bracing ourselves for the return of the short-term inequality, and we hope that knowing that things will eventually shift will help us deal with the inevitable marital tensions (my frustration at always being on call, and his at feeling sometimes marginalized and less important). I suspect that our son's strong bond with his father will help mitigate some of this, though I have also been warned that in the early weeks our son will be very mommy needy due to the intensity of the time I will spend with the baby and that he might shift away from Dad a bit. For me, breastfeeding was truly the "best of times and the worst of times." I adored it, yet it was also so so hard — logistically hard at the start and hard in terms of sleep deprivation the entire time. I look two months ahead and am giddy with excitement to (hopefully) be able to do it again, yet looking to those middle of the night feedings with a certain degree of real dread. A lot of this is about me, but also some of it is the parental inequality and the fact that I just don't enjoy that and don't find that it brings out the best in me. But, we will take deep breaths and just try to remind ourselves when we get frustrated with each other that "this too shall pass." At the risk of rhetorically excluding non-bio parents, which is not my intent, I will say that I often think of pregnancy, childbirth, and the postpartum months as the "biological" phase of parenting. And for us that meant for some inequality. (After all, if Daddy gives a bottle as a break for me, I still have to pump it — not really a break — and I was always worried about milk supply and never wanted to skip a replacement pump!) But, it really did get better post-weaning (again I am not suggesting you do that!) when that biological difference ended. 4 agree I did all the night feedings and I always put my son to bed at night because he is nursing. So, this is why I can never be out late. My husband is a stay at home dad, so it's not like he doesn't know how to take care of our son, but he gets really frustrated if I'm not home in the evenings for bed time. It's like I get the nights and he has the days. (Unless it's the weekend then I get the days too!) I exclusively breastfed (no bottles) and my husband was still able to do his "share" of parenting – feeding was my responsibility, since I had the boobs, but soothing Miles when he wasn't hungry was always Dad's job. He has mad skills in that area to this day (2 years later) and I think it really has to with all those early weeks spent swaddling and bouncing and pacing the hallways while I slept and, as he put it, "recharged the milkers." 5 agree I think you hit the nail on the head with the primary nursing role coming to = primary role for everything. The key, if I may say based on my similar experience to yours, is making sure there are primary tasks that your partner takes on, too. Doesn't matter what it is, but making sure the QT is there for both of you with the child will help foster more egalitarian roles. I can only hope this theory proves true as we welcome our 2nd child into our family in the next 6-8 weeks! 2 agree I'd like to say that my co-parenting adventure started out egalitarian, but it just didn't. From the start my husband slept on a different floor so he could get more sleep while I toiled alone all night with our newborn in what was a breastfeeding/pumping nightmare. I didn't feel like I could ask for help because we'd just moved to this new place and he was nervous about his new job and to top it off we were living with his parents while going through the house purchasing process. But it only went downhill from there. He couldn't change a diaper without help, he didn't know what to feed the child if he was left alone, he freaked out if the baby cried. Honestly I wouldn't have been nervous or had a "he can't handle it" feeling about my partner if he hadn't put the vibe out there so very strongly himself. I tried to convince him it was fine, he was doing well and was a good father, but he never seemed to feel it himself. We are on child 2 and talking about child 3 at this point, and things are far different. Things actually ARE egalitarian now. Where the first time I would have perhaps participated in the idle comment from time to time with my fellow moms about how he overreacts to poop, I now smile quietly when other moms share their stories of husbands who aren't as helpful as they wished. I think there's nothing wrong with sharing what is plainly a common problem. Bashing, yeah that's wrong. But sharing your frustration when you are tired from 24/7 parenting and your partner doesn't lend much of a hand? No. Nothing wrong there. You're simply looking for support and hoping you aren't alone. But really, the problem is in getting those partners to feel more in-control and able in the first place. Partners that are more confident about such things are going to be more helpful all around. 13 agree Hi Audrey, glad you have been able to move toward equal parenting, I have found it is easier for a lot of couples to do the more time that goes by, and older children get. I think you make a good point that moms do need a place to vent and bitch if husbands/partners aren't doing their share – what I really see as problematic is when that becomes part of what it means to be a good mother – the sense that if we are not self-sacrificial we are doing something wrong. I also wish more women would speak up TO their partners as well as to other moms. Thanks for reading! 1 agrees We don't have kids yet, but the husband-bashing happens just the same. Actually, it happened even when we were dating, when I'd get together with my girlfriends and they'd just want to talk about how stupid/lazy/noncommunicative their boyfriends were. Like the author of this post, I learned to just keep quiet because no one wants to hear, "Actually my boyfriend does do that… We communicate very well… No, he's never said that…" And now I'm the odd one because I don't do all the household chores — my husband and I have a system based on each of our strengths. So I can't commiserate about how this huge burdan is placed on me to do all the housework. This is why I love Offbeat Mama — you all make me feel less alone! 8 agree Jessica, yay, it's great to read about your egalitarian relationship! Keep speaking up when you can, hopefully it will empower others to think more critically about their relationships. If women stop marrying/dating men who don't do their share, men will have no choice but to step up! Props to you! I feel less alone as well. 4 agree Hi Lyla, Just an aside on "men will have no choice but to step up!".. I find that in a group, the norm is to husband/partner bash as thats what the group is doing, whereas you meet couples as just a twosome and you can tell straight off that most are egalitarian in a way that suits the couple. I don't think speaking up would make men "step up" I think it would encourage women to stop bashing and be thankful for the partner they have. 4 agree I think it's important to speak up in these situations and let people know that some men do pull their weight in terms of chores, communicate, pay attention etc. I might help the people venting to realise that these things aren't just something all men do, but something that their partner does and maybe that means he needs to buck up his ideas or he's not the guy she wants to settle down with after all. 5 agree Exactly, when peope go on about how dense their partner is I wonder why they married them. The reality usually is someone defining self worth by the inadequacies of their partner, which in fact devalues them in the process. We can all be good at the whole life thing, right? Whoever was happy because someone else was unhappy! 4 agree I take a different approach if I'm talking one-on-one with a friend than when I'm in a group. If I'm talking with a friend individually about our partners and they mention having to shoulder the burden of housework, for example, then I would definitely say, "Here's what we found works best… Have you tried such-and-such? What do you think about this?" Many of my friends seek relationship advice from me one-on-one (or read my blog and ask me about things I've written about my marriage), so it's not awkward in that situation. On the other hand, being in a group of women where everyone just wants to vent and bash on their partners, I've found that trying to interject a positive comment just shuts down conversation and causes everyone to act uncomfortable, or people completely ignore my comments altogether and keep on talking. So I've learned to adjust what I say according to the situation. 1 agrees I love this post so hard, and feel like in some ways this is another expression of Mama Martyrdom: if you think you're the only one who knows how best to deal with your kid, you trap yourself in a little box where noone else is allowed to help, and then the burden is all on you, and then you're exhausted and people get alienated and then noone else bothers trying to help (because they've hit road blocks with you telling them they're doing it wrong) and then there you are: frazzled and feeling isolated and overburdened. 17 agree I dealt with these feelings when we realized we needed to find a nanny share because I had to return to work. There were many tears over the loss of control over how someone else would take care of my baby, no matter how skilled they were or how well we gave them directions. Finally I had to make peace with the fact that it WOULD be different and that it would be ok. Anyway…I know it's not quite the same thing but it's SO easy to find yourself in that box! I say make sure the big things are covered and try and let the little things (she used THAT blanket for naptime??) go. I can't remember seeing a post about this kind of thing – having a nanny watch your children. I know I have seen posts about it from the nanny side! But I would be curious to know what to expect, and how to come to that decision, and the biggest fears/worries, etc…. Unless of course I did miss that post! 😉 2 agree Maybe I'll try and write something and submit it for consideration. We have our 7-month-old in a nannyshare and it's great…but being away from her, especially at the beginning, is definitely the hardest thing I've ever done. Our nanny is great and the two babies love each other but it was really hard for me. But for us it was a much better alternative to daycare and we're happy about our decision–even though it is definitely more expensive! Thanks so much for sharing this, I really enjoyed that post. I can imagine how easy it is to fall into the stereotypical roles trap with a newborn, especially if the mother is nursing, has maternity leave longer than the father, etc, which then builds into a situation where the mother is more "in-tune" with the baby's schedule and needs. It doesn't have to be like that, but I can see how it can slip into a certain routine of care, and probably easy for dad to think that mom has all the essentials (boobs and some kind of natural maternal instincts) and hesitate to jump in. I guess what I'm saying is, I can see how circumstances might easily propagate an old stereotype and how couples get to a point where they can't see the arc of those circumstances, only the current result. I do know people who have joked that their husbands won't be much use when the baby comes, but by and large the majority of expecting parents I've talked to are absolutely convinced they are entering a shared venture. Sometimes the best medicine is to hand the baby over and completely remove yourself, very early in baby's life. Motherhood can be kind of sink-or-swim at the start and maybe fathers need to be thrown in the water alone from time to time as well. That said, my husband is a natural father and I felt like parenthood came more naturally to him than me. He was the one who could get the colicky baby to sleep, he was the one who wasn't afraid to cut the tiny finger nails, and he was the one who recognized different cries for different needs. 2 agree "Sometimes the best medicine is to hand the baby over and completely remove yourself, very early in baby's life. Motherhood can be kind of sink-or-swim at the start and maybe fathers need to be thrown in the water alone from time to time as well." This. We do not have an egalitarian parenting relationship. We're very intentionally a "spheres of influence" style household. However, I don't handle sleep deprivation well. So during those first few weeks, there were definitely times when I walked out of the bedroom, handed the fussy baby and a bottle to my startled husband, and went back into my room, closed the door and went to sleep. Guess what? Both my husband and the baby survived every single time. Now, when he can tell I'm getting frazzled, he's perfectly capable of taking the baby and putting him to bed (or whatever) on his own. The trick is just to stay out of the way. I learned what works through trial and error. He can do the same. Especially since what works for me and what works for him tend to be different (the lack of boobs does make a difference). 8 agree The trick is totally to stay out of the way. The more I "helped," the more I sent the message that I knew what I was doing and he didn't and that he should consult me. That's how you end up with a partner who doesn't know where your 5-year-old's socks are even though they've been in the same drawer since birth. I used to hand over our first son as soon as my husband walked in the door, and from there I would go on a walk and then come in the side door to the house so I could sneak into the bedroom for a break without baby losing it because he realized I was there. It doesn't make for a very sweet movie about parenting but it kept him every bit as much a parent as me. 5 agree I often feel frustrated when my husband wants me to teach him what I had to learn on my own. Especially if he doesn't get it the first time around. On top of that, I'm feeling more and more possessive of our baby, since I am with him all day and know his cues so well. I think it's very challenging to establish some sort of balanced parenting relationship with a young baby. Instead of partner bashing, I would love to be able to vent, then discuss strategies for letting go AND empowering my husband. My breast feeding support group is very helpful in discussing inclusion and empowerment of partners. 3 agree I feel this way, often. Mostly when I am exhausted I snap into the following resentfulness: When I am working with the kids, I do everything. When you are working with the kids, I still do at least half of everything. The thing is: 1. Score keeping can drive you crazy, and 2. The time to change it is not in the heat of that feeling. I have taken to pausing for a moment before answering to see if he can answer his own question. Sometimes I straight up lie and tell him I don't know something. At those points it is usually only 1/2 of a lie, because I often feel like I *know* what he's asking me but I'm so mentally fried that I can't form the answer. 2 agree This line –>"We have to believe men can care for children and manage homes, just as we believe we can run companies and nations, rather than expect them to "help" while we maintain control over the private domain." The biggest fight my husband and I ever had was about 6 months into being new parents. He felt like I was only letting him "help" or "babysit". When he wanted to be a true partner/ co-parent. I really had to take a step back and reassess my views on how our family unit functioned. I had to let him make decisions about our twins and I had to let go of a lot of my control. 5 agree Good for you for being able to hear that. 5 agree This is actually one topic I haven't really discussed with my mom friends…not for any reason but we just haven't. I am happy to say that my husband is even MORE involved than I imagined he would be. Due to my taking freelance jobs fairly early on (with late hours) he was the one to install Olive's bedtime routine and to this day is the one who manages it. I do think that because she was both bottle and breastfed, he assumed easily half of her feedings and we still share it pretty equally. I think my dad was frankly amazed the first time we took Olive to their house and he saw how much Ryan did for her, and I can tell that he has a lot of respect for it even though I can tell it's a little baffling to him. Both my husband and I consider the concept of the father (or non-mother partner) "babysitting" their own child to be ridiculous. If it's your kid it's not babysitting! Anyway, you are not alone in having a great partner who puts in as much work as you do. And I think our daughter really benefits from having a close bond with each of us. Sometimes she needs "mama time" sure, but she also needs her "papa time" too. Great article! 1 agrees i love this post too. it took my husband and me a little while to get a good flow going, but we got there well before having our second child, although i'm not sure it had anything to do with it not being an egalitarian relationship. a lot of the husband bashing seems to stem from dudes putting the vibe out there that they're scared or not confident in their ability to care for a baby (as previous poster mentioned). ideally we'd support and empower our partners to be better caregivers in this case, but i get the feeling that some moms are afraid to trust their partners that much. i used to hover a lot like that too, but i realized there were some things he was just much better at than i was — changing onesies and giving baths. and i see now that i was a complete nervous wreck the first few months of our older daughter's life. i also remember there were times early in our relationship where i would get upset that he didn't offer to help more, or that he didn't read my mind when i was so obviously (to me) struggling and stressed out, but i wasn't clearly communicating my feelings and expectations with him, and i wouldn't just say "hey, i need help" which is totally unfair. i recently had a talk with a friend who was going through something similar, and when i told her to be assertive and just clearly state that she wanted her husband to care for their child while she went out with a friend instead of dumping the baby on her mom, she seemed to think it was bitchy, or that it would come off as bitchy and demanding. so there's also that feeling too, that we're somehow being bitchier when we communicate clearly. anyway, echoing sentiments — i love this post. 2 agree …Also wanted to say that I have witnessed a number of moms not really let their partners do very much with their kid. This was the extreme, but I was once at a very uncomfortable dinner party starring a new baby and both parents, and was horrified at how the mom acted toward the dad. This was years before I had my own and I didn't know the couple very well, but the dad couldn't even hold his son without the mom literally scolding him at every turn. Don't do this, hold him like that, he doesn't like that, you don't get it, her just give him back to me, etc. I'm sure she was frazzled and stressed out, but wow…I swore at that moment that I would never browbeat the father of my kid like that. Again I know that's an extreme, but I've seen other much more subtle examples of this and wonder if some dads start feeling shut out. I'd love to hear from dads/non-mom partners about this! Although I'm betting if they're already reading OBM then they're probably pretty involved already 4 agree When my husband is doing something with the baby that I don't like (but won't harm the baby-I intervene with too hot bath water, but not holding positions), I tell myself, "the baby learns different skills from daddy." So it's okay for him to do things differently from me, even beneficial for our baby. 2 agree Amen sister! I love this article. I am pregnant with my first and I find it hard enough to fit in with other wives and future moms because my husband is awesome enough to change his last name to mine when we got married. We are looking forward to this adventure and I am especially concerned about equally shared parenting. It's one of the reasons I am so hesitant to breastfeed. We are both graduate students and taking one week off from teaching. After that, we agreed that we both get 2.5 days on campus a week to work and take care of the classes we are in, the classes we are teaching, research, etc. I just feel taht breastfeeding would add a dimension of unfairness that I really don't think I would be able to handle half way through the semester. Time shall tell… Thanks for offbeat mama AGAIN for not being afraid to bring up the tough issues we all struggle with. 1 agrees Of course only you know what would work best for your situation, but I would really encourage you to at least give breastfeeding a try. I breastfeed and work full time, and my husband and I find equality in our relationship in other ways–for instance, he does all the nighttime diaper changes. I personally find the health and emotional benefits of nursing worth finding ways for my husband to be an equal parent other than feeding. But again, you're the one who knows what works best for you and your family! 2 agree Allyn, wow that's really awesome that your husband changed his name to yours. We were considering that, and my kids have my name and not his, and people really act like we're crazy on that front. Sounds like you have a great plan in place! Good luck! 2 agree My husband is pretty awesome, I'm not going to lie. It's still not "official" (though we should probably get on that since the baby is duu in November) because we live in Tennessee where men can't just use their marriage certificate to change their name. So it's the $500, court ordered process. But he does have several academic publications under his new name, which makes it more real to me We are still figuring out the whole upcoming "feeding the baby" situation, and I know there are lots of parents who manage to work full time and breastfeed and pump. I think we are going to try and hope for the best! Thanks again everyone 1 agrees Just wanted to also encourage you to breastfeed if possible…there are so many benefits that will far outweigh any perceived inequality. This comes from a mom who does both breastfeeding and bottlefeeding with both milk and formula. And now I do work fulltime and still breastfeed when I can and pump otherwise. There are so many ways for dad to contribute that will make it feel more equal, and dads find many ways to bond with the baby. Changing diapers is actually a great time to bond since you're right there with them and they can have close eye contact. We still play silly games with Olive on the table! Hope this helps 1 agrees Our 3 month old loves diaper changes, and always has. I think before the baby is born, many people view changing diapers as a burden, but it really is a great bonding time. 3 agree Husband bashing has almost become a norm between women…. while I find this to be partially just "venting" I also find it sad that men can be stereotyped into that "incompetant father" role. I find myself, often times, telling people of my husband's impeccible parenting skills. He has more of a maternal instinct than I do! I don't think it makes me any less of a mother, it just means that in our parenting partnership he takes on the motherly role more so than I do, and that works for us! Who cares, as long as our children are happy and safe? I think this is really true. I feel like my husband and I are equal parents… because he's the one who stays home with the baby full time while I work full time. I have the breastfeeding/biological bond, he has the most-time-spent bond, and that feels equal. (Most of the time.) If I was the one staying home, I imagine it would feel very, very different even though we'd be the same people and the same parents. 1 agrees I really appreciate this post. I'm 8 months pregnant. My husband is much more domestically minded than I am, and I always assumed that I'd go back to work while he took care of the kid(s). Instead, circumstances dictate that he'll be working while I stay home with the kid for the next year, and already I'm sick to death of friends/family characterizing their husbands (and sometimes the husbands themselves!) as incompetent parents. And it offends me when they insinuate my husband will be equally so! My mother laughed when I said I was planning on pumping so my husband could take a few of the late-night feeding shifts, saying "oh he won't wake up, only mothers hear their babies cry." What? Welllllll… I do wake up faster when my 3 month old cries. But that just means I nudge my husband until he gets out of bed, and then I go back to sleep. 5 agree Yeah, my husband doesn't wake up. In fact, I wake long before baby cries. He actually smacks his lips I have found that breast feeding at night is very convenient once you've mastered the side lying position. You can actually sleep while baby nurses. I do wake husband if a nighttime diaper change is needed. I'm not willing to get out of bed! 2 agree Hear hear! I consciously try to boast about my husband as much as I can, because it really bugs me that he's faced with so many assumptions about how he must be a less involved parent because he has a penis. I try to be upfront in mommy groups that I work full time and my husband takes care of the baby full time and that works GREAT for both of us. One major reason that I feel like we have a pretty egalitarian parenting situation is because we both took the same amount of time off work. There was never one of us who was more familiar with the baby's habits because the other one was out of the house every day, we both learned how to be new parents together and at the same pace. I know it can be tough financially, but I'd really recommend taking equal time off for new parents who want egalitarian parenting situations. Fathers are legally entitled to FMLA leave too (in the US). 1 agrees Marina, such good points. I find there is actually a double standard AGAINST MEN often in the workplace. If women take time off for childrearing I think most workplaces feel they have to be supportive, but if men to so the reaction can be very different. My husband left his job after my kids were born because he felt it would be frowned upon if he took the leave he was entitled to as females did, and when he told his boss that was why he was leaving, his boss said he was correct in his assumption that it would have been frowned upon. 2 agree True, but while they may be entitled to the leave, they may not be entitled to paid time off during that leave, which would mean my husband and I would both have to take all of our sick time together in order to make ends meet during parental/maternity leave (my job offers maternity leave, but it's not paid). But then we'd be in a situation where neither person in the home had any sicktime available, which seemed like a bad idea, too, in the event of unforeseen circumstances. (All hypothetical at the moment as I'm still trying to *get* pregnant.) It's dreadful that parental leave isn't paid leave. Along with Lyla's point above, it really is an institutionalized inequality. My husband and I are both lucky enough to have jobs that offer paid sick/vacation leave that we could use for future babytimes, but some of my contractor friends who are employed full time don't even get that. 1 agrees I'm not sure I quite understand your point… you seem to be saying that fathers may not be able to take leave because it isn't paid, but maternity leave isn't paid either, so why would fathers not be able to afford to take leave but mothers would? Do you mean one parent needs to be working at any given point to make ends meet, so both parents aren't able to take time off at the same time? Taking turns being the primary caregiver during the early months makes a lot of sense to me. 1 agrees Basically I meant that it may not be feasible for one parent to take a long bit of unpaid time off, then the other parent to do the same. Financially, that's double the strain of taking one long string of unpaid time off. It would certainly make sense for people to be able to swap primary care-giver roles, but financially if the time off isn't paid, that may not be possible. Plus, now that I think about it, I don't know if my husband *could* use sicktime when taking parental leave to compensate for the lack of paid parental leave. At my job, you're only allowed to use sick time for being sick/medical reasons — proof can be demanded at any time. I think in my mind I was suggesting that the total time off be split equally, not that double the time off be taken. That would be the same total amount of unpaid time taken and the same financial strain. (For example each person taking 6 weeks, not both people taking 12 weeks. Or if you can only afford 6 weeks unpaid time off, each person taking 3.) There is an amazing clip from Sarah Haskins about the media's depiction of "Doofy Husbands" that shows its not just a mommy group thing, that stereotypes are being actively reinforced by advertising companies and the like: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a7vtyheqPVU 3 agree Oh yes, we loves us some doofy husbands in these parts! I really love this post SO HARD and am very happy to read it. I think we need to also open up a larger conversation about the economic realities of egalitarian parenting with two working-outside-the-home parents . . .which is where our mostly egalitarian parenting has had a major FAIL. It is only within the past six months that we've worked my husband up to a 30% childcare dropoff/pickup rate at our nannyshare, and that's been hella hard, in part because we both have hour+ commutes, and I'm the one who can realistically take fewer "normal" work hours. My husband also deals with the fact at work that he is the only one of three attorneys at his office that have A WORKING PARTNER. It's been very hard for him to get across the importance of picking up his child, taking him to doctor's appointments, or taking a sick day to take care of our son. In fact he usually lies and says HE is sick because it would reflect poorly on him due to the office's politics/policy. It kind of sucks. My husband is amazing: he cooks dinner most nights and cleans up (while I make up the rest of my work day at home after our son has gone to sleep), he reads stories with our son, takes him on backpack hikes, walks the dog, does bathtime and bedtime a lot . . . but damn, it's amazing how tough it is to sometimes feel as if all things are equal when there are larger, outside-the-home, extenuating circumstances to contend with. It's been a challenge to not feel put out at times because I, as the working mom in an office where odd hours are accepted, has to bear more of the duties much of the time. Anyone want to start that convo? 4 agree Elka, YES, this is SO IMPORTANT. My husband is also a lawyer and we were appalled at how different the "unspoken" rules were in his office for him and the women there. We have found managing work to be the biggest barrier to shared parenting. We would prefer to both work the same number of hours and be home the same number, but it is almost impossible to find careers in which this is workable. We need major institutional change to make the climate in this country truly ripe for equal parenting! 3 agree My husband changed from a law firm to city attorney work in part to cut down on the horrid hours — and also said that every woman that made partner at his prior workplace did not have kids. It was an understood, unspoken agreement. Yick. I would love to be part of this conversation! I am due in June with our first. It's very important to me/us that things feel equal or egalitarian. I am frankly freaked out that parenting is going to cause a major imbalance in the reality of that. Working and maintaining some independence is important to me, not to mention financially necessary, but there is a part of me that feels like having both parents work out of the home is absolutely insane and is going to create so much stress in terms of trying to get things done domestically. I relish in the fact that my husband wants to take an equal part of parenting. And I just hope that all of life's complications don't make it impossible (he'll also be in school part time next semester). I think I have to ask myself if I am okay with the it being imbalanced on a temporary basis, knowing that it will once again (hopefully) even out. But that really really freaks me out. Great article. I'd like to propose two solutions for this problem: 1: The non-gestational parent should take some parental leave by him/herself. My wife took three weeks off once I finished maternity my maternity leave (in addition to a couple of weeks right after the birth). This really helped build her confidence in caring for the baby by herself and also helped her bond with the baby (to whom she had no genetic relationship). It was also critical in or case since I take call about once a week and she'd be doing nights and weekends solo then. She needed to learn her way of doing everything because she didn't have breastfeeding to fall back on like I did. Of course this doesn't work as well if the gestational parent is going to be staying at home. 2: Try to join parenting groups with your partner. Here in Seattle we have PEPS, a group for parents to meet weekly for a couple of months and talk about parenting topics with a group leader. (Seattlites, PEPS is so wonderful, my group is still meeting weekly over a year later!) Despite the potential for husband-bashing when you get a bunch of sleep-deprived postpartum women in one room, no one does it because their husbands are right there next to them. They are sharing their experiences with the group and learning new tips to try on their babies too. I know PEPS is in Seattle only but try setting up some meet-ups on OBM and specify that dads are encouraged to come. 6 agree I love that you posted this, and I wish I would have thought to write something like it myself! As a working mom with an at-home husband, I had to learn to let go of feeling like I could just do it better and let him take the lead–otherwise, we would have both gone crazy. For the record, I think that it works out well for the both of us, since my husband is far more patient than I am and thus a better parent for a toddler (mine is also 14 months old, coincidentally enough). I also appreciated how you hit on the fact that a lot of women lose themselves in parenting. One thing that I've noticed–and maybe you have, too–are moms saying that they've "lost all their friends" who are not also moms. I was so confused by this at first, because that didn't happen to me *at all.* It's possible that I made some conscious decisions to see certain casual friends less often, but my close friends who do not have children I still see pretty frequently. I soon discovered that there are probably two parts to why this happened: some jealousy on the part of certain women, because they want kids and don't have them (a sad, but real reason), but I think it's mostly because if all they talk about are their kids with their child-free friends, that would make them total bores. You have to continue being a person as a parent, or you stagnate as an individual. I still watch movies, listen to music, read books, and hang out with friends separate of my daughter. My friends want to hear about how my daughter's doing and don't mind listening to my stories up to a point, but as soon as I see the telltale eye glaze, I switch gears. Anyway, I think being a person with interests, and not just a mommy or daddy, sets a good example for your children and it makes you a better, more well-rounded parent. 2 agree Agree wholeheartedly, Amy. I actually find it hard to spend time with other moms because all they talk about is there kids, I still feel like I have more in common with my childless friends. I think I need to find more moms like you 1 agrees I'd like to find more moms like you! I think it's so hard to find each other, though, because, as you so rightly put it, you have to "out" yourself as a parent in a way that's not generally considered to be acceptable, which is sad. I also think that parents can remain friends with their child-free friends by making a few minor adjustments to the way they manage their social lives. For instance, my husband and I often take turns going out now. I went out for a reading and some drinks with a couple of friends last Monday; he went out to a bar with his friends on Thursday. We also have people over more often, for movies, TV watching, or just hanging out for dinner and a bottle of wine. Yeah, it can be a bit of an imposition on your friends to have to come over more often, but good friends aren't as concerned with that. 1 agrees Yes, exactly, but I'm coming to the conclusion that I just need to get more comfortable going ahead and speaking my truth, and even if most people don't get it maybe a few will. We have definitely stayed in touch with childless friends, in many of the ways you described. I find they are easier to make plans with, actually. A lot of the people I know with kids just don't socialize. That would not work for me! Anyway, not sure where you are located, I'm wondering if I'll find any like-minded moms here. If you don't want to give up your location here, feel free to email me at email@example.com. To be fair, most people do this with any new passion. There were a couple years there that I saw the telltale eye-glaze at some point while talking about food and cooking, while I was in culinary school. My only other time-suck was my health which was awful, so no one wanted to hear about it and I didn't want to talk about it. I think people just get more worked up about it when they have friends who are new parents and don't talk about anything but their kids, because they can't tell themselves even subconsciously that this is a phase and they will be less annoying soon. They know full well that barring any unfortunate catastrophes, this topic will be a major passion for the rest of their friend's life, and they would feel guilty wishing it were otherwise. Heck, I don't blame them! At some point if I heard the words "cooking" or "beer" come out of my mouth again I might have taped it shut! 1 agrees LOVE. THIS. POST. I don't have much to add except YAAAAY for queer, egalitarian parenthood realness! 1 agrees Thanks Aly, I wish I encountered that sentiment more among parents. Have you found any good ways to meet likeminded parents? I cannot read about REALNESS and not drop some Latrice love: 5 agree I also think it's important to understand when things aren't 50-50–like breastfeeding. I think it's less important that things be "equal" as it is that things be "fair." By that I mean, I don't mind making dinner AND doing the dishes when my partner worked 9 hours at a food show and drove 2.5 hours to get there, and I worked 4 hours and drove 15 minutes to get there. When I was finishing up my degree, he took on a lot more of the day-to-day household chores. It wasn't a 50-50 split, but we were both making sacrifices so that everyone in our family could feel fulfilled and accomplished on many different levels. Does that make sense? Technically, I tend to do more dishes and laundry, but the important part is that he doesn't act like he's doing me a favor if he does chores. He acts like he is participating in our home. 8 agree I completely agree; my husband and I are both in college right now and we BOTH have to sacrifice, take turns, and compromise on everything. If I have a test coming up, my husband will do everything. He'll cook, clean, and take care of the kids. When he has a huge project due, I'm doing all of the household stuff and taking care of the kids. It works for us and in the end, we both feel thankful that the other person can step up. A lot of my friends say they 'do all of the work' and feel very resentful toward their spouses. I love that I have a true partner, not 'just' a spouse 5 agree I didn't read all the comments, it's an interesting post…but I find that the mothers that complain about husbands not doing fair share will find something else to complain about. And won't complain about their kids because they they would like like a bad mom. Even if my husband wasn't doing everything equally (there are things he is better at, like the swaddling and speed diaper changes, and he is far cleaner than I am picking up after me most of the time) I would never complain or make comments about him ever, in public, private, whatever. I talk to him and him only when I have complaints. I don't think it's an unequal thing the other mothers are talking about…I personally thinks it's a mother unhappy with the whole marriage mothering aspect as it is working out and it's become ACCEPTABLE and even ENCOURAGED to b*tch about your other half. Really, if it was that bad and a mother was complaining, then well, do something about it. If not, then there are other much deeper issues going on, you know what I mean? 1 agrees You know.. for some people I'm sure you're not far off the mark, but I know I personally will TOTALLY vent any frustrations I have with my relationship to my best friend (of 12 years, I should add), close friends, and a few co-workers.. depending on how close we are. I feel totally 100% fine with that. I use these conversations and the feedback I get from them as stepping stones for how I want to approach the problem when talking to my husband. I've found that people outside of the relationship have a clarity that I don't always have — granted, I know my husband better than they do, but sometimes someone else can spin a situation that is SO frustrating to me in a different way, and it changes how I talk about it with my husband. So, in that regard, and for me — talking to friends about my husband is totally fine. Having said that, I don't talk about him or any problems we might have to large groups of people I barely know, online, or anything like that. I think there is a line, and it's important to know where it is in the context of your own relationship. 4 agree yes, yes, I do agree, there is a difference between looking for advice, options, or a different view and then the all around "you'll see" attitude or the general "you have no idea what you are talking about" which I think is more of the misery loves company thing, what I have encountered myself. 1 agrees I would NEVER, EVER talk about my relationship with any of my friends — EVER. But this may be due to the fact that I used to let my friends in on my private life, and it was used to judge, it was spread around many other people, and it led to many assumptions, unwanted opinions and drama among my friend groups. If I had some major drama going down I am not honestly sure who I would talk to these days, because I don't trust anyone around me enough to understand even who I am at this point, let alone trust with the burden of knowing any of my serious issues. My BFFs both live far away & don't know enough about my day-to-day for it to make sense for me to spill to them, but I guess I could. Thankfully I don't really have serious issues right now. My husband is also really really sensitive to being spoken about to other people without his knowledge, and in my experience it WILL get back to him if I do it, somehow, some way, and its just not worth it to open our relationship up to judgment when its really nobody's business but ours. 2 agree I never say anything about my husband to my friend(s) that I wouldn't also say to him. Totally one of my rules. 3 agree I just read an awful dad bashing post (http://merelymothers.com/2012/04/02/top-ten-tuesday-stuff-dads-just-dont-get/) on a mothering blog and was SO happy to come to Offbeat Mama and find the enlightened version of it here. Getting support and perspective from friends is healthy. Bashing your partner in public does't help anyone. 1 agrees I love this. I always want to brag about my husband during those conversations, but I realize that is also counter-productive. It isn't some sort of super-dad trait to change cloth diapers, do laundry, cook, clean, care for his child, teach his child, and soothe his child. It's just being a parent. Which we both are equally. 5 agree Honestly, I feel there may be a big switch between gen x and y with regards to the male response to third wave feminism. I see such a difference between men in their 30s and men in their 40s. 2 agree It could probably be argued that my husband and I don't split childcare duties 50/50, but I do feel that we split overall responsibilities (kids, work, chores) pretty evenly. My husband owns a tax practice, so he works some intense hours for about 3 months out of the year. So when we had a 3 month old, and he was working until 2am, and getting at 7am to go back to work, I opted not to make him care for the baby during those hours. He was willing, but I decided not to ask it of him. I could catch some extra Zzz's after her first morning feeding, so why wake him just out of principle? Now that she is older(2), he comes home for dinner and stays to give her her bath and put her to bed before heading back to the office during the busy season. So he is perfectly capable of parenting her, and they have a good relationship. In the end I think the actual divide is less important than everyone being happy with the roles they have chosen. Discontent comes in when someone feels like they have no choice. 6 agree "In the end I think the actual divide is less important than everyone being happy with the roles they have chosen. Discontent comes in when someone feels like they have no choice." That is exactly it for me as well — totally agree. 6 agree Yes, indeed, I agree, and actually that's what the research shows. Relationship satisfaction is highest when gender roles are what both partners want them to be. When there is a mismatch, that is when relationship satisfaction goes down. We don't have a baby yet (working on it!), but my partner will be the stay-at-home daddy, as we try to figure out how to balance his home-run business with my full time job away from home. He is more patient, more nurturing and sweeter than I am in about a million ways. We are constantly irritated and frustrated by the external messages aligned with the original post. Commercials for baby products almost universally show fathers as bumbling morons, while the super moms roll their eyes at their too-stupid-to-tolerate mates and take care of everything themselves. It is profoundly discouraging. We recently saw a commercial (for baby wipes of some sort?) that showed dads….just being dads. They weren't dropping the babies, they weren't existing among uncleaned messes, they weren't exasperated by their children. They were just feeding the kids and cleaning up after them! We rejoiced! And then I realized how sad it was that this was the first image of this sort I could recall seeing on TV. We have some totally messed up messaging about this out there. Lyla – thank you so much for sharing your story! Competent parents (and parents-to-be) unite! 6 agree Great examples, yes commercials are notorious! Best of luck to you! I love this. My husband and I frequently joke that he's more maternal than I am. 1 agrees We had a discussion before marriage- and kids- that I wasn't interested in being a single parent, ever. And I married an incredible man. The best thing that ever happened was going back east (from the west coast) when our son was 4 weeks (WEEKS!) old and leaving him with my husband…pumping on the plane, in parking lots, etc- for 36 hours to be with a girlfriend after her father died. My husband figured things out fast, and we played on a much more level field after that. I think people should be extremely careful in complaining about their partners ever, but especially outside of a counseling relationship WITH their partners. I don't like hearing it from others and don't like doing it myself- it is not a healthy way for a relationship to operate. If there are really frustrations, that's where there should be opportunity to better communicate with your partner- and seek counseling together if necessary, as the relationship you have is the basis of life, self esteem, stability for your children. 1 agrees Thank you for this post. As the son of a stay-at-home father who has talked extensively with my wife about equal parenting, I truly appreciate when people take the time to deconstruct gender roles (in any sector, but especially in parenting). Part if it is that a man just cannot relieve a woman of the (literal) labor of pregnancy and child birth. You can't each take a 4.5 month share. Breast feeding complicates this further, as the mother becomes a necessary caretaker, or at least needs to pump enough that the father can use the breast milk later. I am so glad that my wife and I are adopting and not breast feeding because I do not envy couples who need to navigate these issues. When neither of us is carrying the child or breast feeding it, we can both be father and mother. My parents seemed to have the arrangement that she would carry the kids for nine months, and he would take on the rest of the work for the next 18 years. I kid. In adoption circles, women complain constantly about their husbands who aren't into adoption, who don't want to read the books or go to the seminars, who don't want to write the birthmother letter or make decisions of any kind. I don't get it. I also think women are at least in some part to blame for a. their own choices in partners and b. what seems to be their inability to give up some control to their husbands. Gay and lesbian parents seem to share parenting responsibilities more equally than heterosexual parents. Getting over conceived gender roles is a lot of work for many men (and women), but it's awesome that more and more people are doing that work. 4 agree Hi Cal, thanks for bringing in the adoption perspective. It's interesting for me to hear that you had an involved father as well. In my research, I have found that men who had involved fathers are way more likely to be involved with there own kids. Not surprising, I guess. If you have sons, they will likely carry on this tradition as well. I also agree that gay and lesbian parents do a better job with division of labor – they don't have to actively put aside traditional gender roles first, in order to set up an egalitarian set-up, at least not in the way hetero couples do. Thank you SO much. On top of what everyone else has already said, it's very interesting to me how even in my own family there is this underlining thought that 1. I LET my husband take care of MY child (cause, you know, he obviously needs permission from me to do something with our toddler. Sigh) and 2. there are snarky comments of "being lazy today?" or "why can't you do it?" when I ask my husband to do something or he just automatically does it because, well, that's how we work. There is definitely that idea put forth that there is some sort of "lack" within the mother if the father "steps in" so often and it is very frustrating and disheartening. Liam, my son, is OUR child, OUR responsibility — we both kiss his scrapes, cuddle him, love him, and care for him. We both balance work and being a parent; we both balance our own interests and being a parent. What's interesting is that difference of people attempting to make me feel guilty versus praising my husband because "oh my, you NEVER see men that are like this with their children" and then shoot a disappointing glance at me. So, thank you for bringing up all of these wonderful discussion points and for sparking such a great conversation. I wish there were more women in my community that I could share these same sentiments/ideas/questions with. 1 agrees UGH Rachel, such great examples you gave, and yet SO frustrating. Being LAZY TODAY – that kills me. I think there is an implication in our society that mothers should be self-sacrificial all the time, and if we do take "me-time" it should be so we can mother better later, not just for us. Don't we deserve some "laziness?" No one is on call at their job 24/7 right? And yes, it's frustrating when people praise men for doing rudimentary parenting. I experience that too. I think it's easy for men who DO their share to feel like they are entitled to something. My husband gets that attitude sometimes, I I'm like, ok, I do as much as you, where's my prize? 1 agrees I love this article! My husband and I have always approached our marriage and stuff around the house as teammates. Between our busy teaching and coaching schedules there isn't time for "his" and "her" jobs – we both have to pitch in when available in order to get things done. The same is true for us now that we have a daughter – teamwork. Granted, it was trial by fire for him in the very beginning of our daughter's life due to my PPD but that time period forced him to get comfortable with his role in her life. Laura, sometimes I wonder if PPD is our body and mind's way of ensuring a more equal division of labor. Glad your husband was able to step up! Right on! For control freaks like myself it can be a challenge to let go (especially in the beginning when they are so tiny!) and admit that even though my partner does it differently, it works for him and its *possible* I don't have the perfect strategy either. That said, I have also fallen into the spouse-grouse that goes on with other women, and now I'm going to think more about what I'm really saying. Is it my partner makes me crazy and sometimes I just need to vent for a few minutes or lets all connect as women over the ineptitude of men. Thanks for the wake up call! 1 agrees I'm a control freak too, so I catch myself all the time. And SOME venting is necessary – I need to vent about my husband and he definitely needs to vent about me! I love this. My partner took care of my little one when was still working. It just financially made sense. I never worried about her even though my baby was only 6 weeks when i went back to working. But I must add, breastfeeding does make it a bit tricky for dads. My younger daughter never would take a bottle,so I could only leave in short bursts or take her with. As far as the daddy bashing, thats one of those I don't know what to talk about, jsut like how old is your child, s/he is so cute, blah blah blah. don't waste your time with that crap. Well this is the ugly "plus one" of gender inequality, isn't it? You're stuck with all the work PLUS you feel guilty because you can't do it all PLUS your husband feels marginalized PLUS you're actively transferring the inequality to the next generation. (How many pluses was that? I lost track…) But have faith! Because even if you break the cycle half-way ( i.e. if your husband is an active participant but your still feel guilty ), your sons and daughters will complete the chain. They won't feel guilty when demanding to take an active role and when insisting their partners take an active role too. 4 agree Thanks, that is a wonderful way of looking at it, I'm going to keep that in mind! 2 agree Thank you Stephanie! I don't think it means your partnership is falling apart if you complain about your partner from time to time. Though I don't complain about him to large groups, I do spill my heart to my mother on pretty much a daily basis and because our relationship isn't always smiles and kisses, some complaining happens. I would go crazy if I didn't talk about the things he does that annoy the crap out of me! 1 agrees I feel like this comment thread is extremely harsh on people who occasionally need to vent. My husband is an awesome father who knows how to take care of his children. He also works long hours and doesn't breastfeed. And, not being around, doesn't necessarily know what needs to get done. Which means I either need to tell him (which reduces his autonomy and makes me grumpy because I shouldn't have to tell him what his children need from him) or not tell him and do it myself. And that's a hard situation to navigate from both sides, even for people with the best of intentions. And so, while I try to be very careful with my venting, sometimes I need to vent to someone. Because if I vent to my husband, he will feel more pushed out of finding his own way to parent, and he'll just opt out. Not because of some problem with him, but because he doesn't want to be told what to do. Parenting is hard, and it's tough to find perfect solutions, especially in those times when the children are small and very, very needy. 6 agree I don't think it's harsh, but I do think it's important to acknowledge that it's totally ok to vent about your partner to someone who isn't your partner — which I said here. I totally feel you on this: "And so, while I try to be very careful with my venting, sometimes I need to vent to someone. Because if I vent to my husband, he will feel more pushed out of finding his own way to parent, and he'll just opt out. Not because of some problem with him, but because he doesn't want to be told what to do." 1 agrees Rina, thanks for speaking up. I certainly think venting is important, and I vent about my husband a lot. Probably more so to friends than moms I don't know well, but I have my share of marital problems and frustrations with things my husband does and doesn't do. I think what I was getting at more in my post was how uncommon my experience seemed to be. I was surprised that the venting was so much along gendered lines, and it concerned me – not that there is anything wrong with venting itself. And those whose partners don't do as much probably NEED to vent a lot. I guess my main points would be -as moms can we also have a dialogue about lots of other thing? and -should we be thinking critically about the fact that many moms are still doing the "mother lode" of childcare? 2 agree Thank you. I share your concern for the genderedness of the comments, and it *is* a struggle to make sure we don't default to task division along gender lines, especially when things like pregnancy and breastfeeding make it harder to divide the labor, and things like staying at home leave one person "in charge." Venting is one thing. I vent about my mom other moms at preschool etc. But all around caddyiness, is that a word? The oh youll see talk. Being told that you just dont know…i cant explain it i guess one is helpful and the other tears things down…you, your relationship. One can turn into a postive and one lives in the negative thrives in it and pulls others in to it. 1 agrees I love posts like these, because it is nice to see that our experiences are not alone, and I'm always glad to see the "you'll see" turned on its head. My husband rocks. Like a lot of comments have already noted, while our duties probably aren't 50/50 on the average day, we even out in that we both feel good about what we do and how we function in our household. And while I'm likely to vent if something about my husband is frustrating me, I'm also likely to flat out say, "Nope, I don't have that issue with my husband." I did take some time to get comfortable leaving my husband alone. Not because he's a bad father — he's a fantastic father — but because before our son was born, he'd never even touched a baby. His first diaper change was the first diaper change. As someone who had younger siblings and babysat in high school and worked as a nanny for a while — it took me a couple weeks to realize that taking charge of everything wasn't going to solve the problem. (It helped that I went back to work; he figured it all out just fine.) I do have a problem with the characterization of women who vent about their husbands at playdates as one-dimensional. I'm having a terrible time phrasing how the second in the middle — about adult stimulation and on through discussions — made me feel, so undoubtly what I'm saying isn't going to well portray what I mean. It seems to put a whole group of women in a box, declaring, "The kind of mother who does X, obviously isn't Y." I don't at all take it as intended, and for all I know it was completely true of the group you're discussing, but it just feels… sort of line-in-the-sand, to me. I hate the notion that there's only one way to be the right sort kind of parent. 2 agree Thanks for your comment. I don't want to portray moms as one-dimensional either, so I'm very interested in your feedback. I think I may have stressed the one-dimensionality of the interactions I had for emphasis. It's hard in this length of post to cover all the nuances, but CERTAINLY there are moms who vent about their husbands and can also have interesting conversations about all sorts of things. I would put myself in that category. I certainly vent about my husband. I have, indeed, been at mom gatherings, though, where the only topics brought up were husband-bashing and child-related topics, and I found myself longing to talk about other aspects of mothering, and just other things in general. I can understand that from a narrative standpoint, and I hope my comment didn't come off as trying to pigeon-hole you into something you weren't doing. I probably read as much of my own insecurity and frustration into that section as I was what was actually there. And that sucks. D: I hate when I end up at a social gathering and I can't get involved in the conversation. When I went to playgroup meetings in town, it was actually more socioeconomic; I was clearly always the poorest (and typically the youngest) person in the room, and I could never relate to conversations about home ownership while sitting in a playroom basement the size of my apartment. They were all fabulous women, and I keep meaning to go to more meetings — but there's definitely a disconnect. 1 agrees Great post! I made a conscious decision from the start to give my husband space to figure out how to parent. Our doula suggested that he stick with our daughter while she was being cleaned up/diapered for the first time (as I was being wheeled out of delivery) and I think that helped him start out on the right foot as a full partner. He'll never let me forget that he changed her first diaper, then showed ME how. I also started leaving him alone with our daughter while I went walking/jogging just a few weeks after birth, and I think that has been great for their relationship… when I'm around, it's hard not to hover or race to offer the boob whenever she cries, but when I'm unavailable he has space to figure out his own ways to comfort her. I don't know if our sharing is totally 50/50 (and I think it's important not to bean-count to figure out if it is), but I definitely feel like he is a wonderful and helpful dad who is fully competent as a parent. "I can understand this fear. When I really sit and think about it, I have it, too. When I work, when I take time to write, when I keep up with friends, go out with other adults, and spend time fantasizing about things I'm passionate about, there is always this little nagging feeling that a "good mom" would have let go of these things." I have not let go of these things, and I don't have the nagging feeling that if I was a good mum, I would have. It is perfectly acceptable to want to retain parts if your pre-bebe identity, regardless of how equally the parenting is shared. I bloody well do demand equal parenting, and it was a testing time indeed in the early few months when the equality had to take the form of dishes or baths or dinner instead of quality time on the boob. All I wanted for so long was to not be the person attached to the baby. My husband is a full, competent parent (even more than me, I would say) and it killed me that I was the one at home just because I had the cans, and therefore, the paid leave as well. I guess my point is that not everyone associates the concept of equal parenting with feelings of guilt… but then I guess if I don't hesitate to think of my partner as a partner in this parenting caper, I'm not one of the ones with the problem… Is that what you mean? 2 agree Hi and thanks for your response. I guess I don't really know how many moms experience the guilty I'm talking about, but I'm sure glad to hear you don't!! I don't think any of us should. I guess I find myself wondering where you live and what kind of cultural influences you have had? I had a very traditional upbringing so in addition to what I see as cultural messages that women should be selfless and WANT TO give over their identities to motherhood, I had that imprint from my family. I'm glad other voices are in this conversation who have had different experiences from mine. I'm in Australia, which I think probably is more culturally different to the US than I sometimes assume. My mum stayed at home with my brother and I until we went to school, which was pretty much how things were done when we were small. But she did go back to work afterwards, and I don't remember growing up with any of my friends' mums not doing some kind of work outside the home. My dad usually made dinner, and he was in charge of lunches as well, but I think my mum did most of the washing, cleaning, etc. This seemed pretty normal to me as a kid. I went back to work three days when my son turned one, and of the 12 or so mothers in our council-organised mothers' group, I was reasonably late to go back. There are a handful who are still at home, but their husbands earn a lot more than mine! Regardless of boobs and earning power and leave entitlements though, I don't think there is such a strong cultural message here that motherhood = identity. Even the mums I know who have decided to stay at home feel perfectly comfortable saying that it's not all it's cracked up to be, and they do have outside interests, which are supported/encouraged by their families. So. That's my two cents from the southern hemisphere! 2 agree In a perfect world parents would parent equally, but that is not always the case. My partner is amazing in many ways, but there were several things in the mix when we had our child, one of which was that he had never wanted children. We'd had a big discussion about this topic because I knew that at some point in my life I would like children, and we had agreed that in the next 1-2 years we would be more ready. Fast forward 2 months later, and I find out I'm pregnant. My partner admitted in the early months that he was resentful of our son, which was hard for me to hear, though I could understand where he was coming from. That feeling of his, however, translated into him not taking much of an active interest in our newborn until he was about 4 months old. Without family here (we are both from overseas) and without much support from him, I 'took over'. Now things are a lot better and I would say we are far more like 70-30 with parenting than the 98-2 that those first months consisted of. His job keeps him very busy and he has to be switched on for work even when he is home sometimes. It is hard not to see this as a form of escape – if he HAS to do work, then he cannot spend time with his son. I have encouraged him to do one-on-one activities with him, but we live in a francophone city and my partner is unilingually English, so wants me at activities as a translator. I have encouraged him to bottle-feed pumped milk since the baby was 6 weeks old – he wasn't interested. I am afraid to say that dealing with my own post-partum depression on top of what I would consider my partner's PPD (I don't know if there has been any research into partners getting post-partum mental and emotional issues, but there should be!) was just too much, and so I unconsciously became the 98% parent. I think this is instinctual in such circumstances, and although we have talked about it quite a lot, I am still now, one year on, coming to terms with what those first few months were like. I have always made a conscious effort not to partner-bash with my friends, but there are times when I have ranted on the phone to my Mum because feeling like you are parenting alone is hard. Wow Ellen, you are in a tough situation, I feel for you. My husband wasn't as ready for kids as I was, but he really stepped up once they were here. I certainly could have gone the other way for us though! I believe my husband had PPD too! I have to say, I haven't looked into any research on this, but it's got to be more common than people think. I'm going to have to do a blog post on that soon. You have had a traumatic first year as a parent, and you're still really right at the beginning. I'm hoping as you and your partner process your own individual feelings more you will continue to negotiate a division of labor that works best for you. Good luck! PPD in men is definitely real, and there has been some research done. A few studies: *Condon, J. T., Boyce, P. and Corkindale, C. J. (2004), The First-Time Fathers Study: a prospective study of the mental health and wellbeing of men during the transition to parenthood. Australian and New Zealand Journal of Psychiatry, 38: 56–64. doi: 10.1111/j.1440-1614.2004.01298.x *Goodman, S. H., Brogan, D., Lynch, M. E. and Fielding, B. (1993), Social and Emotional Competence in Children of Depressed Mothers. Child Development, 64: 516–531. doi: 10.1111/j.1467-8624.1993.tb02925.x *Journal of Psychosomatic Obstetrics & Gynecology, 2004, Vol. 25, No. 1 : Pages 23-34 'In the shadow of maternal depressed mood: experiences of parenthood during the first year after childbirth' L. Seimyr, M. Edhborg, W. Lundh, and B. Sjögren (doi: 10.1080/01674820410001737414) Also, this site is Australian, but they have some information about dads and postnatal depression that I'm sure would be universal: http://www.panda.org.au/practical-information/information-for-men 1 agrees I'd really like to hear about strategies for opening up the discussion between parents who are not sharing equitably. I want to talk more about this with my husband, but don't really know how to approach it. Would you ever consider having him read through this comment thread, and simply putting the question out there of why things aren't more shared? These conversations can be tough. I wish I could point you to a great resource on this – perhaps I will get around to writing one sometime. In the meantime, take a look here: http://www.equallysharedparenting.com/ 1 agrees Another thought: perhaps it is integral that women with equal husbands stop biting their tongues out of politeness and say, "My husband does that." Who knows how many women in your group are ALSO biting their tongues because of social norms? Men are supposed to be incompetent, and women are supposed to bitch about it. But every time a comment gets by without someone standing up and saying, "No, that's wrong," is another time those norms are upheld. If we agree, we make it alright for it to be true. So if we want to make the world a more feminist place, a friendlier place for equal parenting, let's start saying, "My husband does that." 5 agree Cal, you are absolutely right, I am working on doing this more and more. What I realized was that I was biting my tongue out of my own insecurity about not being a good mom. Once I was able to recognize that it got a lot easier to speak up, because in general, I am usually very open about my opinions! Thanks for inspiring me even more to speak up! Commenting again, because the world makes more sense in the morning! 😀 One of the things that does really bother me about husband-venting sessions is when mothers do it right in front of their children, especially their children who are old enough to understand. Which, I wonder, if that's how these things get passed along and reinforced over generations. (Edited: holy run on sentence, batman!) 2 agree A good friend left her three month old with her husband and went out for lunch anda pedicure- after an hour or so the husband called in a panic: he had spilled the milk and didn't know what to do. She calmly told him she wouldn't be back until late afternoon. He figured it out! Totally agree you have to just leave them to do it themselves and learn. Important for the baby, and for them (and for you!) We don't have "equal" shares because my husband is working full time and I'm half time. But when we're both home (ie in the house) we share responsibilities. And if one or the other of us thinks the other isn't pulling our weight in some way, we ask the other for help with a specific task, which has worked well for us. Sometimes I think dads need specific requests and instructions. It's like trying to help clean up at your mother in laws- I never know what to do unless I'm asked for help with something specific. Guys like/need specific instructions, especially to help with something we SEEM to do naturally Reading this post and the comments was really enlightening for me. I am currently 34 weeks pregnant with our first child. I have had a very difficult pregnancy and was put on "enforced rest" due to an issue with my hip. My mobility has been severely restricted and I am in a lot of pain all the time now. I am not at all complaining, though, because my husband and I have been forced to be thoughful about how we manage the household now and how we will cope with the changes after the baby is born. We tended to unintentionally and automatically divide things along traditional gender lines prior to this: I handled most housework, laundry, cooking, and shopping; my husband handled maintenance, garbage/recycling, yard work, and heavy-duty household cleaning projects. Since I have been unable to "do my share", he has had to cover all of my tasks. I initially worried about how he was doing these things ("Did you wash that on cold?"…"I only buy X brand of this product"…) and I quickly realized that I was sounding ungrateful and controlling. I had a moment of forethought that I would absolutely handle parenting issues similarly if I was not more thoughtful. Since we had not ever discussed the division of labor and had wound up with a system by default, I believe that we could have been headed toward a disaster when the stress of parenting was added in. We definately have an egalitarian partnership, but as I said, we still wound up dividing things unconciously by societal norms. We both agree that is not how we want to parent. I believe that fathers add an irreplaceable energy and set of skills to the parenting mix. As a matter of fact, it is my belief that while same-sex couples may divide responsibilities in a more equitable manner, they do have the added struggle of being sure to provide both types of energy and parenting-styles so that their children can benefit. Children really do need balanced parenting for appropriate development. They way that fathers parent has value; especially in the fact that it is different. I do think that breastfeeding is not the only natural obstacle to finding ways to actively engage new fathers in parenting. The hormones of pregnancy and motherhood are extremely powerful. Nature has designed an amazing system to support bonding and attachment for new mothers. While there are hormonal changes that occur when new fathers are bonding with their babies, they do not have as complex or far-reaching an effect. This is not to say that fathers cannot bond as well. It is simply a fact that things are different. Failing to respect those differences sets parents up for failure, I believe. We are individuals who will parent differently due to our varied experiences, values, beliefs, ways of thinking, personalities, etc. Additionally, when we give birth to our children and have an opposite sex partner, we have had a completely divergent experience and set of biological changes. My husband cannot carry the baby, "take his turn" being pregnant, or even really understand what it is like to grow this new life inside of me; but, he can support me and the pregnancy by caring for me when I do not feel well, participating more in household chores, and remaining supportive and emotionall involved in my experience. When the baby is here he will not be able to nurse or "mother" the baby and he will not have the same cascade of hormones that work to ensure attunded responses; but, he will be able to participate by using his "father" energy to provide care, he will be able to learn to attune to the baby's needs by trial and error and from watching us together, and by contributing in many other ways to her care and to mine. It will be an important thing for me to remember that we are both equally important to the baby in different ways and that my "mothering" way is not more important or more valid. I truly believe that if we are successful in managing this, we will not have further issues in how to equitably divide childcare and household duties. We will be coming from a place of mutual respect for our wants, needs, and skills and I think that will enable us to be flexible about whatever issues crop up. Thank you for your thoughful and insightful post! 1 agrees Congratulations on getting to 34 weeks. Enforced rest is very, very hard. My husband took incredible care of me and the house while I was pregnant. When I was having a particularly tough day, it was our joke that I would ask him to take the babies for a few hours in the evening. And then he would know that I needed an extra hug, and maybe a grilled cheese sandwich. In my own personal experience, most of the fellow moms I know are extremely cautious/fearful parents who feel that there are right and wrong ways to do things. I think this causes them to be unable to relax and let the dad learn techniques on his own, thus, perpetuating the cycle of self-conscious and incompetent dads. My own sister-in-law was afraid of my mother or brother giving her son a bath, because, "I can't imagine it being done any other way than the way I do it." My husband was nervous about this very subject, bath time, even after watching me half a dozen times. I said to him, "There's no wrong way to do it." and walked out of the room. I've told this to several of my mom friends, and they simply could not relate. They hover and they micromanage, because it might be done "wrong." I realize this is only part of the topic, but I think it's relevant to the root of the problem. 1 agrees One of the main reasons I married my husband is because I knew he would be an awesome father. He is. From the time the baby comes home, you have to be in partnership with the father. Trust him and give him time with his baby. Because it's not just yours, it both of your baby. No not everything is equal all the time. When one of us is tired, the other one steps to parent. If you can't trust your partner to parent, makes me wonder why you had a baby with him in the first place? 2 agree I am a mother of twins (who are now 8 months old) and I can totally relate to your thoughts. I've had so much trouble connecting to other moms because of the "dad" bashing. This weekend I got salmonella and my husband totally took over 100% parenting – and EVERYTHING else for 4 days. If he weren't an equal parent he wouldn't have known what to do and I wouldn't have been able to rest. I want to print this as a part of my thank you note to him for running things while I was sick. Thank you for sticking up for the dads! 1 agrees Sometimes I want to ask if you can't stand your husband so much, why on earth did you choose to have kids with him. I don't, partially because I know some of it is venting. Mostly because I just don't want to hear it. It never occurred to me to question or fear my husband's abilities. He has risen to every occasion, even embracing cloth diapers and all the work that goes along with them. He is home full time with our daughter and soon to be next child. A decision we made before we ever got pregnant. Sure, he is on the computer more than I would like. He lets our daughter graze all day instead of giving her full meals, but she'e healthy, happy and growing like a weed, so who am I to say that because he does things different than I would, that he is doing it wrong. 2 agree "…so who am I to say that because he does things different than I would, that he is doing it wrong." I think that is what a lot of primary caregivers, especially of the female variety, fear. Well, OK, it is what I feared the most initially. "OHEMGEE YOU GAVE HIM CEREAL INSTEAD OF A BOTTLE FIRST!?!!?" -panicflail- Something like that, you know. I haven't ever doubted my husband's ability to care for our child, it just freaked me out when he did things differently. I didn't even really have that many things I was particular about or have our son on a schedule, etc. Silly crazy paranoia. I know for a fact that my husband wife-bashes with his married friends, and that's fine with me. Just like when I bash him with my friends, it's therapy, it's talking to other people who love being married MOST of the time but have problems like any other relationship. I don't think the bashing is inherently bad. You're lucky if things have stayed totally equal. I don't think they usually are. My husband does A LOT, and he would be absolutely, 100% fine if I wasn't around, as far as routines and keeping our kid healthy and happy. BUT, he definitely knows that I will pick up any slack, and takes advantage of that. I think that moms naturally do everything and maybe make it too easy for dads to do less than their fair share. It's complicated! "I think that moms naturally do everything." Oof. I'm uncomfortable with the level of generalizing going on in that statement. What about gay/lesbian families with two dads or two moms? What about families where mom works fulltime and dad stays home? What about having a uterus would possibly make you "more natural" at getting shit done? While I totally agree there are heavily entrenched social roles that people accept, I don't accept that "moms naturally do everything." 9 agree I know so many mothers who did not naturally do anything. Actually one of my cousins and I just talked about this fact. She didn't insta-bond with her child and so doing things was a struggle, whereas her partner was the primary care giver and kicked butt and took names for the most part. (He didn't do well with interrupted sleep, but hey who can.) A year later she runs a tight ship, but I think that is just because she's borderline OCD. I think moms think they have to do everything, out of unfounded guilt or pressure from things they have learned through society, but it doesn't naturally occur. Dads can and do bond with their children and 'naturally' do lots of things too. 2 agree I *do* think the bashing is inherently bad. I sort of feel like the comments, innocuous as they may seem, gradually chip away at the mutual respect a couple has for one another. 3 agree What an amazing post! Thank you for putting this out there. My mom has mentioned several times throughout the years that she can't hang out in large groups of women because all conversations seem to devolve into husband bashing, which she, as half of a completely egalitarian and gender blind relationship could not identify with. Now it's my turn. Thankfully it's not something I've had to deal with much yet, though I'm still only four months pregnant with our first and haven't joined any parenting groups yet. I'm hoping the holistic variety has more equality. But I was so flummoxed when I was eating with a bunch of female coworkers, and the talk turned to how none of their husbands could cook so they had to do it all themselves. The tone was such, "Oh, those men! They're just so helpless! I have to do everything because he just can't manage anything in the kitchen! Silly men!" What the hell ladies? If your partner can't cook, teach them how. Cooking is a pretty essential skill and it's really not that hard. When I met my husband he couldn't cook and so I taught him. And guess what? Right now, as I type this, he's in our kitchen making me dinner from scratch. Not from a recipe, just making it up as he goes along. Because cooking and parenting are learnable skills. And I have no doubt in my mind that he will be an absolutely amazing father who will equally share in the care of our children. 5 agree I want to thank the original poster for writing this. I felt like I could have written in (although I don't have twins). I have become disillusioned with mom's groups for this reason, and feel like I don't fit in anywhere because I don't like bitching about my husband and children. It's SO BORING to sit through the man-bashing. Can I be your friend? 2 agree This was a great article, really. My experience has been kind of iffy with my now husband with our child. Being a stay at home mother most of the "burden" is on me for caring for our son and I know his routines and cues, etc. I would get frustrated with my husband when he didn't understand what our son wanted or needed, or when he did something differently than I did. I realized that I was just being a control freak, which is /really/ weird for me. I'm super easy going about everything. Until I had a baby. :] Since I realized what I was doing, I backed off quite a bit about nagging him. I did occasionally have to 'force' him to do those not-fun aspects of parenting, but as our son has hit toddler age now he loves doing everything with him. He also realized that 'oh shizz I'm missing stuff like bath time.' I think part of the reason that I was so concerned about doing things my way or the highway was because my dad sucked at parenting. He was never around and when he was he was usually strung out on something, so not so good father-vibe. I did get a great role model through my step-father, but by then I was a teenager, so those deeply ingrained childhood memories resurfaced. I conquered them for the most part. Crap, my husband actually took our son out by himself for the first time and I didn't even worry. I was just happy to have alone time. (Note: The only reason he hasn't gone out with kiddo is because we pretty much do most outings together since I'm like available all the time.) Kudos to you for having equal expectations, truly. Fathers are just as much of a parent as mothers, most mothers probably just need to back off a bit and worry a little less. I do not have children but I completely appreciate this post. Thought I do not have children, I have been in similar situations when friends are sharing (bashing) about their partners' shortcomings when it comes to chores and domestic duties. I have also heard mothers partner bashing about dad's inactivity/inability with their babies. What I find so frustrating is that many of these women don't realize the role they play in their partners "inability." If you rush in everytime and takeover, no he won't learn how to do it. I have an uncle who used to run and bring my cousin to his wife when the baby started pooping. That was the dynamic they decided worked for their family. She didn't complain because he did other things. If you have a problem, quit bitching and get your partner involved. We all learned how to do certain things at one point, all humans learn by doing. I just wanted to say that I love this post and it has helped me to think about some of my own expectations and hopes for how parenting will be with my husband. And I'm going to ask him to read this so that we can have a good discussion about the things it brings up. THANK YOU! I love this post. I know every family is different, but I've always hated the partner bashing, in each direction! that seems to populate the media as well. The whole "my wife is overbearing" and "my husband is stupid" sort of attitude, even in a joking manner, never struck a good chord with me. I recently read a great book called Delusions of Gender by Cordelia Fine that explored this very issue, so I am ecstatic to see it raised on Offbeatmama. One particular quote from the book will stick with me forever: "Women will never be equal in the workplace until men are equal in the home". Although my partner and I do not yet have children, they are on the cards! We fully intend to split parenting, home and money-earning responsibilities as equally as possible, taking advantage of our right to apply for part-time/flexible working hours here in the UK (and hopefully have our applications approved!). I refuse to resign myself to the outdated notion that women nurture and dedicate themselves solely to their families, while men earn money and carve out a life for themselves outside the home, without any crossover between the two gender-split roles. I think there are a lot of people who would like to see a change in the way these roles are allocated, but who feel as if they somehow don't have the power to question them. You most certainly do! 1 agrees I think that the attitude propagates itself too. Kids pick up on it, and then when they grow up, it keeps going. I find myself doing it almost automatically. Then I realize that I'm just not giving him a chance because 1. I want things done the 'right' way, and he does it his way and 2. I'm worried that he'll do it better and then I'll just be superfluous. It's dumb. But when I let him, he is marvelous. There is a complementary unequal parenting treatment: hailing fathers in an unequal way for equal work. Like, "Look at this dad with a baby in a baby carrier! He is carrying his baby! What a GREAT father!" It's totally possible that Example Man With Baby Carrier is a great father. It's totally possible that he isn't. Either way, lauding the father for any involvement is another way of highlighting the difference in who we expect the real, natural, responsible parent. 1 agrees Comments are closed.